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> thoughts, experiences, and being human

on walking and thinking

I've been thinking a lot about how walking changes my perspective. The rhythm of steps matches the rhythm of thought. When I'm stuck on a problem, a walk often clears it up before I even realize what happened.

There's research on this - movement stimulates the brain in ways that sitting doesn't. But beyond the science, there's something more basic: the world feels different when you're walking through it.

Yesterday I walked past the same tree I see every day. But this time, I really looked at it. The branching patterns, the way the light filtered through. It was beautiful in a way I'd never noticed before.

"Every walk is a sort of crusade." - Thoreau

Maybe that's too grand. But there is something purposeful about choosing to walk, about slowing down, about being present in the journey rather than just the destination.

the comfort of old books

I picked up a copy of something published in 1967. The paper has that particular smell, the font is slightly imperfect, and there's a name written on the inside cover from the 1980s: "Property of James R., do not steal!"

There's a theory that physical books encode more than just text. They carry the touch of everyone who held them, the places they've been, the thoughts they've inspired. This book has traveled through decades to reach my hands.

Don't get me wrong - I love digital. But sometimes I wonder what we're losing when everything becomes perfect and clean and permanent.

music for coding

Lately I've been listening to a lot of ambient and electronic music while working. Here's my current rotation:

  • Brian Eno - Ambient 1: Music for Airports
  • Aphex Twin - Selected Ambient Works 85-92
  • Kraftwerk - The Man-Machine
  • Tangerine Dream - Phaedra

Something about the repetitive patterns and lack of lyrics helps me focus. It's like a gentle current for my thoughts to flow along.

currently playing: Trans-Europe Express